This I Believe

My believes about life changed when my mother did. It made me reilize that we are not granteed tomorrow. Who is to say if live tomorrow or not. I think that made me look at my life and living differently. I had to change the way that I look at the would. For a will i hated te would. Didn't care about anything in it but myself. No know that I'am not gareented that might not wake up. I have to go out there and think that there are people in this would that is always going to tell me what to do. That is a form of life. It took alot for me to realize that, that is what my mother was talking bout. Because of how i treated everybody, I had to live on my own. I lived on my own sence i was 17. I hated living by myself but i had to remember that you can not be a baby for ever. That right there tells alot about someone. That you can not be a baby forever. You can't. Some day you have to move out and start your own life, but at the time i was not ready to be come a man. I still relied on my brother's and aunt to do it for me. There were the one's that but me out. SO i got me a place. It was nothing, It was alittle apartment in the hood of Parsons. At first i thought that it would be fun to live on my own intell I had to Pay my own bills. I had know job, The only money that i had coming in was the money from my mothers SSI. That was not anuff to live on a month. I would go days with out eatting, because I did not have any money to pay for food. So I went and got me a job and started getting those thing that I needed. But at the same time I had to go to school and make the grades so that I could graduate.